Frank O’Hara, a Millennial
At this blog I frequently quote from the New York School of
Poets (which wasn’t a school at all—see Freeze Frame: How to Write Flash Fiction). Frank O’Hara was born in
1926 and died July 25, 1966, on Fire Island (NY) from a
freakish dune buggy accident. He was a true Millennial.
Just fifty years before the
technology.
If O’Hara were alive today he’d be
tweeting and Instagramming, and Tumblr-ing and posting all over Facebook. He’d
be one for the Snapchat.
Frank O’Hara was a conduit for his
friends. He was constantly reaching out to people. It sounds shallow to say he
was the life of the party, and truthfully I’ve never read that in print, but he
brought people together. He also had his snappish, snippy side where he could cut
friends off. He collected people. Bu sending them letters, poems, telegrams. I
could easily see him writing for Tin
House or Barrelhouse, or a gossip
column for AWP. He had a sense of humor and a sardonic wit. A hedonist, maybe.
Running headlong into the waves. Schuyler described O’Hara as having a “black
ear” from talking on the phone so much. Today Frank would have totally had a
cellphone in his hand, keeping up with all his contacts, typing in witty texts,
and captions to pics.
Then as now, we’d all be amazed at how
much writing he’d be able to accomplish.
Frank O’Hara, by Alex Katz oil on wood cutout
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Joe’s Jacket
Entraining to
Southampton in the parlor car with Jap and Vincent, I
see life as a
penetrable landscape lit from above
like it was in my
Barbizonian kiddy days when automobiles
were owned by the same
people for years and the Alfa Romeo was
only a rumor under the
leaves beside the viaduct and I
pretending to be adult
felt the blue within me and light up there
no central figure me, I
was some sort of cloud or a gust of wind
at the station a crowd
of drunken fishermen on a picnic Kenneth
is hard to find but we
find, through all the singing, Kenneth smiling
it is off to Janice’s
bluefish and the incessant talk of affection
expressed as
excitability and spleen to be recent and strong
and not unbearably
right in attitude, full of confidences
now I will say it,
thank god, I knew you would
an enormous party
mesmerizing comers in the disgathering light
and dancing
miniature-endless, like a pivot
I drink to smother my
sensitivity for a while so I won’t stare away
I drink to kill the fear
of boredom, the mounting panic of it
I drink to reduce my
seriousness so a certain spurious charm
can appear
and win its flickering little victory over noise
I drink to
die a little and increase the contrast of this questionable moment
and then I
am going home, purged of everything except anxiety and self-distrust
now I will
say it, thank god, I knew you would
and the rain
has commenced its delicate lament over the orchards
an enormous
window morning and the wind, the beautiful desperation of a tree
fighting off
strangulation, and my bed has an ugly calm
I reach to
the D. H. Lawrence on the floor and read “The Ship of Death”
I lie back
again and begin slowly to drift and then to sink
a somnolent
envy of inertia makes me rise naked and go to the window
where the
car horn mysteriously starts to honk, no one is there
and Kenneth
comes out and stops it in the soft green lightless stare
and we are
soon in the Paris of Kenneth’s libretto, I did not drift
away I did
not die I am there with Haussmann and the rue de Rivoli
and the
spirits of beauty, art and progress, pertinent and mobile
in their
worldly way, and musical and strange the sun comes out
returning by
car the forceful histories of myself and Vincent loom
like the
city hour after hour closer and closer to the future I am here
and the
night is heavy through not warm, Joe is still up and we talk
only of the
immediate present and its indiscriminately hitched-to past
the feeling
of life and incident pouring over the sleeping city
which seems
to be bathed in an unobtrusive light which lends things
coherence
and an absolute, for just that time as four o’clock goes by
and soon I
am rising for the less than average day, I have coffee
I prepare
calmly to face almost everything that will come up I am calm
but not as
my bed was calm as it softly declined to become a ship
I borrow
Joe’s seersucker jacket though he is still asleep I start out
when I last
borrowed it I was leaving there is was on my Spanish plaza back
and hid my
shoulders from San Marco’s pigeons was jostled on the Kurfurstendamm
and sat
opposite Ashes in an enormous leather chair in the Continental
it is all
enormity and life it has protected me and kept me here on
many
occasions as a symbol does with the heart is full and risks no speech
a precaution
I loathe as the pheasant loathes the season and is preserved
it will not
be need, it will be just what it is and just what happens.
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